There I was laying on the cold, concrete floor
Did know what happened, but all I felt was pain
I was laying there and I didn’t cared if it was my time,
I thought god, take me
All these foolish plans, they don’t gonna work.
But I didn’t wanted this life,
all this pain , all this stress, I did my best
Every night I felt the darkness, no light was shine up on me.
My mother alone and my father dead, dear god what is happening
I needed a hand, a shoulder, a voice a guide.
Instead I .. I..
I don’t know, I try and try too see something good, but all I was seeing is bad.
Bad decisions, It’s like I don’t have a choise.
I get what I ask for, but is this it.
How can I make my pain in to a succes, I ask myself..