Did I messed up

So I dream, that’s the only thing that’s keeping me a life while I close my eyes and looking dead. But u can hear my breath, up down, up down, the tempo of my heart.

I dream, I love to dream because I know it’s never real.
I dream, I love to dream close my eyes and imagine things that aren’t real.
I dream, I love to dream sometimes I don’t even want to wake up.

So I dream,

I closed my eyes.
I saw my dad.

He passed away 8 years ago.

I saw him, with a screw in his hands, telling me something.
When he finished I yelled at him that if he was still here he could fix my lamp with the screw, I yelled at him that if he was still here my life would be easier, I yelled at him becaus I miss him.

I woke up,
couldn’t believe my eyes.

I woke up,
couldn’t believe my dream.

I woke up,
couldn’t believe he ain’t here no more.

I woke up..

Did some research on google and read the answers of the dreams.

When you dream about a screw it means, ‘you think you messed up your life’.

Did I?

Did he think that?

So I dream, because when I dream I imagine I didn’t messed up my life.

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